Beautiful. So. Fucking. Beautiful.

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Moonstruck
By the empty, vague
And eternally worthless
Promises
We were so young, easily confused
And betrayed by lust
We thought to angels as lovers
But the demons saw the stains of others
And through the slants in our eyes
They told a story
Anew with precious lines and petty lies
We were broken by the prologue
And the bridge was burned halfway
Because I couldn’t tell you to your face
And you only stared down at my hands
All the words I’d thrown, they were less than
Less than the moonlight upon our skin
Less than the starlight upon our sin
None of the lights above amount to any truth
None of the lights above could paint a picture
Of the sins in which we laid so clear
Yet I longed for your touch, it was sincere
The continuity I found in your lies
Reviving my dead beating soul with passion
Chasing the winds, falling through the clouds
Even as I’m writing I think of you now
So beautiful, so fucking beautiful
You don’t know how you’ve changed me
I smile when I was low
I cry when I was high
I breathed when I couldn’t stand
Because of you
I’m incomplete, overturned upon review
I’m failing, fragile, and fearful of the unsaid
“Go ahead, give it your best shot”
I’ve never been so afraid, to fail you is death
In my mind, it’s better I’d never been born
I love you like I do
I give to you the very best of me
And even in your smile
Even in your nod
I know it’s never enough

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