Not Disappointed With You

I’m not disappointed
No, not hardly
I’m a disappointment
That’s the essence
Of the presence, the lessons you learn
From failing at faith
Faithfully raising your hopes to get shattered
Pieces in rotation in orbit around the doubt
In your mind
All the time, you feel like you’ve made it
Level nine
Then something knocks you down eight times
Am I on ten yet?
I wish I could relate
I wish I could find a place
But I’m back in the back of the race
Reaching out like they tell me to
But when they build barriers
Not bridges, I’m left speechless
And defenseless
Breezes blowing through the holes left inside
Every day I say for the last time
But the idea stirs me
The possibility grabs me
And the reality throws me back
I’m never to have you
Never forever
No disappointment
Just reality

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