Invasive and pervasive

These words I’m laced with

Persuasive, they come and go all hours

Deranged beyond repair, they meddle

In sex, abuse, and nostalgic neglect

They come alive in the pools of sweat

And beads of blood trapped in thick sheets

I whisper to my younger self, go ahead

Touch it, and the reward is great

If only I knew of the stain, and forever listening

To her call my name, to finish the deed

I’m in love with my own sins, for they satisfy

And in the backs of her throat they solidify

Lay upon these lines and feel free to identify

But be careful

The hypocrisy in your replies is shit in my eyes

A mortar upon the fragile vessel I have in time

I leave your comments unread

Because they are beautiful memories

Of what I have become

But I am always second guessing my life

Who knows the measure of what I’ve done

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