Triggers

I love the nature of our…

No…

My…

My memory…

I tried to let you in further, but you stayed put

Risking my bloodstream to become infected

With disappointment and shallow consolations

Never mind my insanity, you’re full of him

He’s everything and anything you want

I’m nothing and never will be anything to you

Not like him, he’s not like me

You cut your precious skin on my rough edges

Your timid voice shouted down in my anger

I am vibrant! I am angry!

Because all my life I’ve been told I’m no one

All my life I’ve left out and lectured about love

I cannot have it, I will not

And to be close, yet so far

Is a memory only my trigger can reconcile

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