was it today?

I was gonna kill myself

A year ago, today

No, was it yesterday?

Now I’m just numb, now I’m just numb

I don’t have thing to show for my time

Just rhymes floated on the web

And subtle wishes that I was dead

Girls leave me on read

How did I choose this over the lead?

I’m just numb, so numb

And there’s nothing they can do to fix me

No amount of sex would persuade me

To finally let go of my underwhelming past

I can try to wrap it up and hide away

But each failed connection is a welcome mat

For the nightmares to fuck me right back

Nobody knows me, numb

Only knows me, sun

Is just periods of delay, done

Is the deed when I’ve given, up

And away goes my soul

Hopefully into something more worthy

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