killed twice over

Shrug my shoulders

Throw my hands in the air

I can’t make you care for me

And I can’t force you to see

That my love for you is real

Deeper than drought

splitting nerves,faster

with each breath, and every day

Is another overloaded sink

Hot water expanding my mind

It overflows into cracking voice

And prose that shows what I know

You don’t care, you never did

And I was stupid enough to ignore

The signs, the obvious

I wanted you to love me

So I chose to be oblivious

But I too deserve a happy ending

I must recognize the truth of us

You want to be desperate

Am I to be the one to separate?

It hurts to leave what was loved

But I receive none

And kill myself twice

3 thoughts on “killed twice over

I'm interested in hearing what you have to say

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s