Psychosis and Pain

confirmation of my psychosis and pain

every day, every night it’s the same dream

all shame, no gain

all drain, and finally upon me it would seem

the end I thought I deserved had arrived

it’s my time, it’s my time

will someone finally rhyme me with the grave

every breath I’ve taken is one of a slave

or maybe not? what if I could change?

is it the universal equivalent

to giving myself a new name

rewriting trauma filled DNA? what do you call

someone standing in his garage

car broken down, but he stands there

holding the tools but would rather watch

the world go by cause he can’t go outside

I’m tired of being trapped in my head

electrons firing, nerves dying

all because my dad beat me when I was a kid

now I’m growing up, and some things

didn’t grow up with me

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