Bored (Simply Writing About Autism)

I became bored Simply writing about autism I felt like every one else Just going on about the downfalls The misery, the mistakes It shouldn’t be ignored But it has its place I call it An Aspergian’s Chemical Romance Because I mix love with the acidic burn Of a childhood gone to waste The adoration […]

Somewhat Complacent

The sun’s coming out I think it wants to talk To me To me? What have I done Nothing really Just a mess of life Confusing mercy with right Somewhat complacent In forever being better and worse Than the man in the mirror That’s me Who, me? Always thinking of something better And doing far […]

The Agony Inside

Cut me loose And let it free The agony inside of me I breathe you in, but it never comes out Shielded by anger and impenetrable doubt I’ve made a mess of me And in the shadows, I wonder about Which parts they see What do you ignore I want to be part of your […]

Reinstate Jim Crow

I hate people that feel entitled Fuck if I don’t invite you Fuck if the world doesn’t give to you We’re born to everything But granted nothing Breath is temporary, life is a gift Time is a tool, but even the greatest craftsmen Have accidents My ancestors were slaves, man I know what it’s like […]

The Cure (?)For Autism, Part Two

Speaking of the inside, that brings me to the point of this article. I titled this “The Cure For Autism” because I have it. I’ve spent a lot of time on this blog talking about the affects of Aspergers on me, and how I go about modifying my life to balance both my internal needs […]

More Afraid Of “Yes” Than “No”?

I hate change. I wake up the same time: between 6-7am wear (basically) the same clothes: some combination of jeans, T shirt, and jeans eat the same food: eggplant wraps, sandwiches, fruits, salads, occasional fast food, donuts do the same thing: work, write, read, watch the news listen to the same music: Fall Out Boy, […]